Thursday, November 11, 2004


Telling people wats in ur chest will make u feel better, but y even this kind of thing some people just dun get it? If a person is in a very bad shape and is very very sad, Do u think others close to her will be happy? think abt it... if telling people something tt u promised is betraying tt person, and yet not getting it off ur chest is gonna make u suffer frm depression, i seriously think u should say it to at least someone who u trust to get it off ur mind and at the same time, u can get advice frm the person and solve ur problem. U think by holding on to the promise u made will make sure the person thinks u are a responsible and trust-worthy person then u are wrong. U think the person would want u to keep it in ur heart till u get depression? hello? This is ur life we are talking abt here... No friend would wanna see their friend suffer frm depression and yet still closely hold on to their secretes till they do something tt will hurt others.

I am really really hurt by people like this... If u really think i can just walk away when u people are on the verge of breaking down or gonna suffer frm depression, then i think sorry... i can't do tt. Wats the use of friends? wat? just for the sake of going out and chatting? if thats ur prospective of friends then wats the use of being friends ? As the saying goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed... why do u people just take us friends as invisble when u need help? and push us as far as we can go, and feel sad and worried abt u?

To these people: I am not longer gonna care liaox... whether u are gonna tell me ur problems or not, i am gonna just take it as i didn't hear it... Suffer frm depression or not, and even if u breakdown, i am NOT gonna care... thanx wishing u people good luck in life... I am gonna start on studying for o's liaox... and working at macs with mei and at the police... will be still using this blog coz the other one under construction...


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Thursday, November 11, 2004
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