DeSiReE

2004-11-11T13:08:00.000+08:00

Telling people wats in ur chest will make u feel better, but y even this kind of thing some people just dun get it? If a person is in a very bad shape and is very very sad, Do u think others close to her will be happy? think abt it... if telling people something tt u promised is betraying tt person, and yet not getting it off ur chest is gonna make u suffer frm depression, i seriously think u should say it to at least someone who u trust to get it off ur mind and at the same time, u can get advice frm the person and solve ur problem. U think by holding on to the promise u made will make sure the person thinks u are a responsible and trust-worthy person then u are wrong. U think the person would want u to keep it in ur heart till u get depression? hello? This is ur life we are talking abt here... No friend would wanna see their friend suffer frm depression and yet still closely hold on to their secretes till they do something tt will hurt others.

I am really really hurt by people like this... If u really think i can just walk away when u people are on the verge of breaking down or gonna suffer frm depression, then i think sorry... i can't do tt. Wats the use of friends? wat? just for the sake of going out and chatting? if thats ur prospective of friends then wats the use of being friends ? As the saying goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed... why do u people just take us friends as invisble when u need help? and push us as far as we can go, and feel sad and worried abt u?

To these people: I am not longer gonna care liaox... whether u are gonna tell me ur problems or not, i am gonna just take it as i didn't hear it... Suffer frm depression or not, and even if u breakdown, i am NOT gonna care... thanx wishing u people good luck in life... I am gonna start on studying for o's liaox... and working at macs with mei and at the police... will be still using this blog coz the other one under construction...

I am so dead...

2004-11-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

Dying of cying liaox... why did i have to forgot my words??? WHY?WHY?WHY?
Thanx bill... although i was on the verge of crying... u didn't need to come and call to tell me tt i DID well when i didn't... so fine, i agree tt not many people can stand in front of a bunch of children and recite tt poem including her, but really, without that kid beside me making so much noise and the rest of them also making noise, i really doubt i could even remember... although i could remember the whole thing outside the rm... but i was really nervous and scared... ur words really made me wanna cry and i did... in the car... and my mum was totally no help at making me feel better... told me off in the car for not prac. enough and saying tt i should start on my o's already...

I will not be coming online liaox... will be busy studying for o's liaox... byebye will miss coming in here...

Nick, terry, harry and someothers: I have no idea who u people are and please dun make fun of me thanx... coz i seriously think u people wouldn't be in the correct mind to like me... thanx... coz i have no idea who u people are... and i dun think my guy friends know my blog... so sorry...unless one of u people is chris... hahaz... but he is not around at the moment, so it can't be him...

HELP!!!

2004-11-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

Ok, i seriously need help now... Anyone just anyone, can just give me a way to get myself out of playing the guzheng for SYF? I am happy enough wif the suona, no gu zheng is gonna waste my time and getting me away frm my other instrus... and how is it so tt i can walk around the stage during SYF and sit at the guzheng then walk to the wind section? they are like so far away frm each other? Haiz... and how am i supposed to play with the Nail thingys for suona coz the choice piece is right after the set piece? with less than 1 min to walk and remove the nail thingys?
Arhz... Hate Jasmine and shermaine liaox!!! Y did u pple have to raise up ur hand and start telling liu bin tt i KNOW how to play the guzheng??? WHEN I DUN!!! I can only play one pathetic song now... and Just coz i have a guzheng at home does not mean i know how to play it...

Sorry venting my anger here....

Lee Wong: Its all ur fault!!! Hahaz... haiz... not ur fault larz... just trying to be stupid...

Met him today... haiz... feel so funny... although he was in front of me, but i was just feeling so shy so something like tt....

To a certain someone

2004-11-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

I am not talking to u liaox... thanx so much for insulting me... I didn't need tt u know... everytime i talk to u, u are always being crazy or something, Can't stand it lol... thins time even worse, how can u accused me of tt? I told u i was joking abt it lol, Why can't U UNDERSTAND??? Why couldn't u have the least mentality of think of other people's feelings? Arhz!!! And Can't U just stop acting like tt? always acting like tt... and changing watever u have said after u feel happy frm knowing something?... and leaving the other person angry or sad at ur insults or scoldings?Why why why??? Arhz...

Sorry, this is specially for SOMEONE who i know, sorry to all who are reading this... other than tt person... But still sorry if tt certain someone is sad abt this, coz this is wat i really feel... thanx

30!!!

2004-11-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

30303030303.... Haiz... so bored today... slp till 10 odd i think then hitler called me... hahaz.. pon without myself knowing till i woke up... yesterday shouldn't have bothered with the stupid US stock market, My stocks keeps going down then up by a bit then down again... haiz... but i still earned tt thousand... so still happy now...
Just now i went to TP with hitler to buy the pick... my mum called it a guitar pig instead and was so shocked tt we were going out to buy a pig... hahaz... on the way home, there Had to be some idiotic workers who have to make so much noise and one even made a smooch sound as the lorry went pass me... i feel like tell him... 0748... but still i kept quiet and walked off... haiz... why must i live somewhere tt has so many foreign workers around? so irritating!!! make me feel like puking all the time when i go out... there must always be vans and lorries horning or whistles coming frm them...

Xiao Mei: I am never gonna talk to u abt Busted liaox... after the disgusting thingy tt u have just told me abt....Hopefully tmr can wake up...

Hitler: Thanx for forgetting me and comtinue talking to si min while i am in front of u and watch u laugh at si min's talk of Busted which i totally find very erms....

Sunny day

2004-10-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went for lessons at forum till 6.30 and my food was all the time stolen by none other than frenchie... then after that, i went to Shangri-La Hotel as usual for dinner... so boring... but still yesterday was much nicer, coz we went with my grandma and uncle David and family.
Today, i went for piano and i was like i am so dead... coz i didn't really practice my piano... so for the whole lesson, i was just intending to start dying...
I went SWIMMING!!!haiz... but very slow... so slow tt i was slower than my sis...

Arhz Si Min....

2004-10-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

Si min, u can die now!!! how can u announce on ur blog tt i am going to the interview for the modelling thingy ??? U wan me to die is it???Even though i am going for 7 interviews, u also dun need to do this right? u wan then just write tt i am going for the macs and my mum's shop...
I miss working and playing my instrus!!! gonna have suona lessons and drama tmr, haiz, i am so dying now... have not finished my speech yet for tmr!!! OMG i can die tmr......

Sorry...

2004-10-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

Today is so bad... first time i failed like so many exams in one go? So sad... and now 2 people are angry with me too? Arhz!!! Sorry... 1st for asking you when u dun liked to be forced and 2nd to si min, although i have no idea y but just sorry and hope you would stop treating me like tt all the time...

THE END OF EXAMS!!! SLACK!!!

2004-10-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

I am so happy slacking with the companiment of my sims2 !!! Luving it!!!
Hoping to pass my music on thurs!!!
Missing all of u people i have not seen for a very long time, esp someone...
Wanna go watch movies and go out to beachs!!!Luv all places that i have nice memories... although i dun think i have any that has bad ones...other than sch...which i so dun wanna go back?
Xiao Mei: u can get jeolous for all i care!!! hahaz...* evil laughter*
Hitler: Missing the old Hilter!!! Come on back and dun be so crazy or serious... very watever one... coz when u are crazy, we think you are too stressed up.
Mum: Luv ya...
Nat: hoping to go to church during the holidays and see you on thurs!!!wishing u good luck!!!

2004-10-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

3 more exams coming up, Biology, Chinese and Drama...

Today supposed to memorise the poem, didn't have time to do so coz was busy with the other subjects. However, i did surprisingly remember the poem when bill asked me to recite it, then he started scolding me for saying that i had no idea wat the words were for the poem, but in fact remember the whole thing.
Clement, u are so dead, I wish u good luck to even doing finish the whole thing since u dun come like 2 times in a row? Bill thinks so too...

Congrates in your prize presentation...hahaz... and i find that it means u are really really smart!!!
And i will never be at that stage.

Have finished Bio and on the verge of finishing for Drama, But have forgotten all my words for chinese. So going to fail liaox... haiz...

U can't be that by Brian Pattern... Terrorisim talk... I will be killed not by terrrorisim but by you, Brian and the Terrorisim... hahaz...

Xiao Mei & Hitler: wish you all the best in the Biology exam and the chinese exam...
Emily: Which ever one u are, i wish u all the best for the exams...
Jay Chou: Missing u.... want u back frm Lee...hahaz..lame...
All: Wishing all the best in all your exams!!!

Tmr is the first day of exams.....

2004-09-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

Wishing everyone good luck in their exams...

Yes!!! I am so happy for my chinese marks... got a 81.5 so not even my best ... hahaz... i didn't even work much on it and kinda forgot lots of words... 3 or 4 i think... haiz... lost marks there... I find it so lousy... not even at the standard i want... wanna cry... but too bad... who ask me not to work harder?and if i really cried, xiao mei and hitler is sure to come after me and mostly likely... as hitler has said, jump off the building...
Maybe i should be a nerd (as some people have been saying that i am) now and start chionging like crazy till the end of the exams so that i will not fail...so far the results frm the rest of the subjects are ok i guess... but got lots of subjects on the verge of failing and if i DO fail in the exams... i will serious kill myself liaox...let alone even letting myself go to Australia then Paris... though not sure that i will... Australia is a will, but Paris... Maybe, maybe not...maybe after Australia then go Paris since my parent have got to go there to give a talk ....so cool... Hope i can go there... wanna go and take as many photos as i can...

The class fund is so broke... and everyone is coming after me like loan sharks... omg... hopefully tmr everyone will bring the money... or i am seriously out of money and have to give them the money through my own pocket... although i already did...

Xiao Mei: Wishing you good luck in your exams... Hope to go out wif our clique after the exams... the volleyball games....And since all of u people are sort of not talking to me after getting the chinese paper... i guess i have nothing to say but... Work harder!!!
Hitler: Think you wouldn't be coming online, but just wanna wish you good luck too for your exams especially the history paper which you have been sticking to these days...And the wounds are still very itchy... trying to not scratch... haiz... pain...
Nat: Wish you good luck in tmr's exam... Think you should be chionging now too for the paper... very EARLY... hahaz...

Stupid Day

2004-09-25T18:18:00.000+08:00

This is the worse day of my life!!! Not only did i have 3 bruises... now i have a addition 7 new cuts and brusies... Wah... pain....the stupid cut on my chin is like so pain... with the shoulder and the throat part... hopefully if i wear my sleeve shirt, my parents will just think i only have tt stupid cut on the chin and the throat... and i wouldn't get scolded riding the bike to sch... If i get scolded... i will scold them back for asking me to go pick min up and late too... Cycle all the way there just to find that i shouldn't have cycled so fast to pick my sis up cause she was not yet there!!! and to the expense that i got a new addition of 7 cuts and bruises... Pain.... First time in my entire lifetime have i ever felt this kind of pain...Never got any major accidents... think this might be counted in my case.... feel like crying now... pain...

Yesterday could go to CH... but... haiz... wanted to see you, but my mum forbid me to go.. wanted me to stay at home and chiong, but hahaz... when she got home, her reaction to me was, i regret not asking you to go with your bro, ask you to stay at home to study, you watch tv. How am i to tell your dad that i got him out of his bed just to take over you who was SUPPOSED to be studying? Hahaz... knew you would be there, but just couldn't go... so sad... but i think it was also quite good, at least i didn't need to be thinking wat to say when i see you... hahaz...

Boring... Pain... Boring... Pain.... Boring... Pain... Chiong...Chiong... Chiong... Chiong...

Xiao Mei: How was your concert? nice? Hope is nice... at least i think you should be chionging now... i am so not coz the pain is so pain that i can't concentrate now...

Zhongwei: Hows the lightings? Hahaz... hardcore ? Hahaz... Happy chionging too

2004-09-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging for sometime... yesterday and today still a bit sick...yesterday slept at 7 odd i think...then woke up to drink water and message someone.Later at 10-11... yun came back and u woud know that she was back cause she making a hell lot of noise over whether my parents and her should eat the b'day cake first without us who were already sleeping...I was so irritated and so came out of the rm after they sang the song for her... serve her right for coming home so late...hahaz... feel so evil... but then while eating the cheese cake, she turned around and asked me where her present was...opps.... forgot to buy for her...hahaz... so she decided to come and continue making angry by showing off her presents by her friends... all ORANGE!!! the pencil box was not orange, but it contained all orange things like orange staple, orange pens and etc... so now she is officially an orange person... school bag is also ORANGE... and she also got 20 orange roses frm her friends too... hmm... wonder wat did bailey get her, must be something stupid...hahaz... and
xiao mei: that was not a stalker!!! U said it... not me... quoting from you... hahaz...might call u today, but see first. One more thing... Dun study so hard can? I am seriously dying of studying already... including of sickness too... Hardcore headache and stomach....
Yun: HAPPY BELATED B'DAY!!!!sorry i have no presents for you... will try to get you something on sat instead when we go out...hahaz... and i will try to get a present as 'nice' as yours...hahaz

2004-09-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

Si min: I DO NOT HAVE A STALKER!!! as u said it, it might have been some stupid person who call wrongly for 3 whole times...
Haiz, that stupid person has to make me so... scary lol call 3 times but never did answer the phone and the last time was the worst!!! arhz... very watever....
I have not started on the Lit, both maths and even finished chinese.... OMG!!! i am so going to die... but i guess i will still survive with ur support... hahaz...have to continue to chiong... byebye... cya....have a nice day...

Piano and Suona Practical Exam

2004-09-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today was so OMG!!!I was so nervous and had to play both of the instruments... so scary... but it was quite ok... i guess...The piano was horrible... but instead they said it was ok... i was tested by Mr Cher and Miss Oh, too bad, i wasn't tested by mr wong, wanted to blast his ears but i guess its also good coz many people who got tested by him hates him now...And it includes me although i was not tested by him.He is so bad... I was like playing the hardest song in the file already and he had to tell me that my song was easy and that he wanted to hear this other song that i will be learning after my exams, which is imitating birds... watever lol.... then also make my grandma cry, stupid guy!!!

Mark and mr wong

2004-09-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today receive my chinese paper ... sniff... so sad.....get less than an A.Then after that went to the office again, but my com was NOT there... haiz, it was at home in my mum's car... supposed to bring NEVER BRING...so have to just study without the internet and music. Supposed to study but in the end was most of the time reading finish the book. the ending is very hmm... dun know how to say but stupid i guess... Brought it to school and now there is like 5 people wanting to borrow already.I think i can't even remember who wants to borrow already.

When i reach home, Mark drove in at the same time.So hardcore lol, eating a bun and drinking water while driving, better not get into accident.(evil laughter)
Happy watching the movie-man on fire (i think) to Mark and Mr Wong.And Mark, You can catch fire on youself and mr wong, i am not going to care...

I am going to kill mark!!! Today he was making me again, with mr wong calling in the middle of lesson then talking to him abt me and someother things.After that then keep talking abt the movies and when he receive a message from him, then come and tell me that MY Mr Wong message him. Arhz... Stupid, stupid,stupid!!!! tell him not to say that, then he say YOUR music teacher, very fun to make me is it?
But still, today when i talk to him, he still go confused by something so simple (that i think so larz)Hahaz, for once he dun understand wat i mean abt something.... YES!!!

Have not finish my :
- Music (all)
- Chinese (all)
- Social Studies (abt 6 i think)
- Biology ( 2 more chaps)
- Emaths (all)
- A maths (2 more chaps)
dIE!!!! It is like only left with 1 more week ONLY!!! and i am not done yet!!!

2004-09-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

Chinese High... Haiz... It was ok there today, but just that i lost my fav pencil and co collar pin there... so sad now... Want it back... Galven, if he finds it you must pass it to me... And if can also the collar pin, if it can be found.
Today, I found out the SNCO is so poor... must ask us to sit the bus there ourselves after going to school so early in the morning. Then upon reaching, we went into our grps and then went to play the ice-breakers. Quite lame, but still i managed to remember a few people's names, like hui hua, who joyce keeps calling as hua hui(eldds) or hua hui (flower gathering), so funny... then after that we went to play a games,then eat lunch.
After lunch, then we had a competition between two songs. That show off there was considered quite good. but coz of lao wang...( he is too good already, after hearing him, others are too lousy),hahaz... sorry to say so, but he is good but too much of a show off, kept on playing the suona even before and after the prize presentation.
We then had games like water games, but i think the two coms gave up coz everyone just continued with the water war... although i was not involved in playing because of some reason, i was just filling up the plastic bags to bomb my 2 dearest seniors, grandma and kristen.and they were busy being chased by me ,hui chi and a few other juniors.
We won the whole thing... Grp 5 rox!!!
Haiz, didn't get to see Galven... too busy running around having fun ... and staying in Chinese High till 8:10... very late... since 8/9 odd in the morning...He was being very funny, ask me where has was supposed to go for string orchestra. Then was very lucky, could go there at 1 and back home at 330... so nice... but this was the reason why i didn't see him...
Too tired already... wanna slp already....

Boring Office

2004-09-06T13:20:00.000+08:00

BORING!!! This stupid ghost town is so quiet!!! i can even hear my own typing even when i put my headphone at its almost loudest( if it was the loudest i would be deaaf already). And I am feeling very bored reading History...
Best Wishes to Xiao Mei in her Piano Exams!!!

Xiao Mei: Hey dun ask me to hit the 'pause' mode... i am trying to catch up with you... not the other way round... and Wat have you studied finished already? I want to know so that i can catch up wif you... but i really think we are slower than hitler... think she is on maths already... not sure abt the rest... too long never talk to her already.

Hitler: Not so fast!!! hit the 'pause' mode can? We wanna catch up wif you ...

2004-09-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

I have totally no confidence in myself now... Dun think i can reallt finish all this but... shall take xiao mei and hitler as an example... push myself to greater heights!!!! Lets see wats left to study now...

1: Prac. Piano( 2 pieces)
2: FINISH ALL THE CHINESE CHAPTERS ( from 1-24)
3: Finish History(12 chaters)
4: Finish Social Studies(6 chapters)
5: Finish Lit. Text( Act 1-5)
6: Finish ALL Bio and Chem( If I Can) ( a few more chapters)
7: Finish Music( lots )
8: Finish Part Of Amaths And Emaths( 15 chapters)

Arhz... Still have got so much??? Help!!! Shall chiong now!!!!

To my dear Xiao Mei and Hitler

2004-09-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hey xiao mei, have u finished ur chem yet? I am almost going to... but i haven't started chinese and the rest of the subjects yet, so i think i still win me SO FAR... hahaz... Hey, Good Luck for your piano exams and ur da jie is expecting a merit from you !!! You must reach your goal!!! cannot get lower than wat you have expected!!! Ok? JIA YOU!!!
Hilter, very long very heard frm you... even if i did, the only thing you would be asking is abt the exams topics... haiz... but never mind... will continue to crap with you AFTER the EYES and by then please be back to normal... Dun tell us later after the EYES that now you have to chiong for the O's ok? Being crazy now... Going back to study....

how u think abt urself is much more impt than how ppl think abt/say abt you...

2004-09-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

Thanx to Jion...I really mean it ... U really talk like a mother also... very caring... i SHALL continue to chiong... and one more thing... Moral support to Aloyz to chiong tml....!!!Go Man You can do it!!!

StUdY HaRdEr!!!!

2004-09-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

I shall start studying harder today so that i dun give my parents false hope on me.Shall Finish All this by this Holiday ...
1: Prac. Piano
2: FINISH ALL THE CHINESE CHAPTERS
3: Finish History
4: Finish Social Studies
5: Finish Lit. Text
6: Finish ALL Bio and Chem( If I Can)
7: Finish Music
8: Finish Part Of Amaths And Emaths

Thanx to Hitler and Xiao Mei... For being so hardworking... influencing me tooo...
If i can get the marks i want, I will Give all that has help me a big hug.... other than Mark who i wouldn't wanna say that i like him or something else like maybe i should also go hug mr wong...

2004-09-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

Story of the computer
This morning, i was awoken by my dad, saying that he has bought a computer for my dearest sister and not for me. Being angry as usual,i decided to not care. But after 5 mins, my dear bro brought in a computer bag and said it was for me. so i was so omg, so my sis and i got out of bed and went into my parents room where they told us that the bag was used as a motivator, for us to work harder for the com... so watever.... I continued to stay inside although my sis decided to go back to sleep and read the newspaper. Hahaz... my mum kept on telling me that by staying in the room wouldn't help me get the com, but i didn't want to leave. After a while, they gave up and told me that the computer was under the pillow next to me!!!! omg i didn't even realise!!! Then the bad part came... terms and conditions... 1st condition, the computer must be back in the room by 1030 with the phone, and the 2nd one was to not use the messanger or any other chatrooms
But still with all this i think i can still twist and turn them to my own advantage... hahaz... Feel so bad out of a sudden...

2004-08-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

Bell Labs Proves Existence of Dark Suckers

For years it has been believed that electric bulbs emitted light.However, recent information from Bell Labs has proven otherwise. Electricbulbs don't emit light, they suck dark. Thus they now call these bulbsdark suckers. The dark sucker theory, according to a Bell Labsspokesperson, proves the existence of dark, that dark has mass heavier thanthat of light, and that dark is faster than light. The basis of the dark sucker theory is that electric bulbs suck dark.Take for example, the dark suckers in the room where you are. There isless dark right next to them than there is elsewhere. The larger the darksucker, the greater its capacity to suck dark. Dark suckers in a parkinglot have a much greater capacity than the ones in this room. As with allthings, dark suckers don't last forever. Once they are full of dark, theycan no longer suck. This is proven by the black spot on a full darksucker. A candle is a primitive dark sucker. lA new candle has a whitewick. You will notice that after the first use, the wick turns black,representing all the dark which has been sucked into it. If you hold apencil next to the wick of an operating candle, the tip will turn blackbecause it got in the path of the dark flowing into the candle. Unfortunately, these primitive dark suckers have a very limited range.There are also portable dark suckers. The bulbs in these can't handle allof the dark by themselves, and must be aided by a dark storage unit. Whenthe dark storage unit is full, it must be either emptied or replaced beforethe portable dark sucker can operate again. Dark has mass. When dark goes into a dark sucker, friction from thismass generates heat. Thus it is not wise to touch an operating darksucker. Candles present a special problem, as the dark must travel in thesolid wick instead of through glass. This generates a great amount ofheat. Thus it can be very dangerous to touch an operating candle. Dark isalso heavier than light. If you swim deeper and deeper, you notice it getsslowly darker and darker. When you reach a depth of approximately fiftyfeet, you are in total darkness. This is because the heavier dark sinks tothe bottom of the lake and the lighter light floats to the top. Theimmense power of dark can be utilized to mans advantage. We can collectthe dark that has settled to the bottom of lakes and push it throughturbines, which generate electricity and help push it to the ocean where itmay be safely stored. Prior to turbines, it was much more difficult to getdark from the rivers and lakes to the ocean. The Indians recognized thisproblem, and tried to solve it. When on a river in a canoe travelling inthe same direction as the flow of the dark, they paddled slowly, so as notto stop the flow of dark, but when they traveled against the flow of dark,they paddled quickly so as to help push the dark along its way. Finally, we must prove that dark is faster than light. If you were tostand in an illuminated room in front of a closed, dark closet, then slowlyopen the closet door, you would see the light slowly enter the closet, butsince the dark is so fast, you would not be able to see the dark leave thecloset. In conclusion, Bell Labs stated that dark suckers make all our livesmuch easier. So the next time you look at an electric bulb remember thatit is indeed a dark sucker.Author Unknown

2004-08-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

Today went to school and got back my papers... passed all of the papers i received back... social studies, E maths, harmony and biology test paper. Sorry Hitler... I didn't mean to make you angry... hope you'll be back to normal by this sun when i go over... kies?? *HUGS* Dun be so sad.... you will pass !!! I know it!!! tomorrow i will be going to Changi airport then go for drama then buy things needed to make the cookies for teachers' day... mmm what to give that stupid guy? everytime come to my house always say the food here is prison food... haiz... maybe i wouldn't be giving him cookies... Give him a flower will be better? or something else...

2004-08-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

I finally got the chance to go for CO. So angry, go there always get angry when i see liu bing. stupid conductor who keeps scolding us. I go there then have to play solo... haiz played the SYF piece 'fen yong' and the when we were going to play the solo piece then the drums had to say that they didn't have the pu so had to play the other horrible one.
After that then i realised that i had to go to The Chinese High on the 10 of sept for the watever thingy...

I passed!!!

2004-08-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

I have always believed in good results that comes with hard work... but i never did do that. Now i think i really love the results that comes along... I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!!! But i still failed my music test which was today, and the thing that made me most unhappy was that mr wong and mark started to suan me during the test and after the test.
Mr Wong: Shi Hui, I think you can get mark to tutor you music as well.
Me: Why?
Mr Wong: Cause his music is better than you...
Me: Thats for sure right? (Being stupid)

Me: You are good in music? Mr wong said that... are u sure? he ask me to tell you that you should tutor me.And i think i will sure fail music test.
Mark: Hahaz... As the chinese saying goes, real talent doesn't reveal itself.Or the english one that says, still water runs deep. Haha... Don't worry lah, small test only..... :)
Me: ..............

Why are they both so bad? One in the middle of the test, then later mark the paper in front of me,while i am doing another paper. The other comes to say that he is very smart as usual...
Hiaz... Missing lots of people now, wish i could see them but dun think so... Have to study cannot go out, and always have tution... and now i am going to add in suona lesson with the best teacher in singapore.... who is telling me that he is almost full... haiz... if only he didn't have to go CHS so many times a week and have more than 12 students, then can i have a chance of getting a afternoon slot ... so now just have to stay with night.

2004-08-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Mark should be here by now... where on Earth is he?? so watever... just received a message from someone (not anyone frm CH so dun anyhow think) to say that he likes me... Wat to do? Ignore him first i guess...
Stupid guy, still not here yet... still say will be here at 12. Haiz have to get suan by him today again. Everytime also talk abt mr wong. Last week even worse, call him up during lesson at ask him question whether the cell membrane is partically or selective. so irritating!!! But so lucky... this week didn't see him, coz i was sick on thurs for the test and yesterday when i was having it again... so whew....Hopefully can pass my biology and chinese test with flying colours... if not will die already... especially chinese if cannot get 90 and above then i will die!!!

2004-08-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

Helena:
How happy some o'er other some can be!

Through Athens i am thought as fair as she.

But what of that? Dmetrius thinks not so;

He will not know what all but he do know;

And as he errs, doting on Hermia's eyes,

So i, admiring of his qualities:

Things base and vile, holding no quantity,

Love can transpose to form and dignity:

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;

And therefore is wing'd cupid painted blind:

Nor hath Love of any judgement taste;

Wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste:

And therefore is Love said to be a child,

Because in choice he is oft beguiled.

As waggish boys in game themselves forswear.

So the boy Love is perjured every where:

For ere Demetrius look'd o Hermia's eyen,

He hail'd down oaths that he was only mine;

And when this hail some heat from hermia felt,

So he dissolved, and showers of oaths did melt.

I will go tell him of fair hermia's flight:

Then to the woods will him to-morrow night

Pursue her; and for this intelligence

If i have thanks, it is a dear expense:

But herein mean I to enrich my pain

To have his sight thither and back again

William Shakespeare
A Midsummer-night's Dream

Can Anyone help me with this? need to memorise it and say it as a speech next term... can somewat understand it, but need opinions on how i should really express it out... cause my acting skills are very bad and really need help.... Thanx
Why do i think that i should not be doing this ? Coz i think i relate more to Hermia.

2004-08-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today was ... Haiz... dun know wat to say. But now still having headache. I have decided to stop all feelings towards anyone one especially a certain someone who i know nothing will ever work out coz i will NEVER tell him how i feel and maybe i could say that i no longer have any feelings for him, even if i see him this sun. Coz we have not been even talking at all, always only talk to the aunties now... haiz.... feels so happy now that i really think tt i dun like him any more. Have got a music test tml which will fail, emaths test which might pass for all that i know, chinese which i am starting today at this moment and social studies which could pass if i really tried my very best.
Passed my chem and lit, but watever... it still makes me sad to know that i failed my history.I hate my life. Maybe i should end it one day.

another day

2004-08-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

today we got back our history and lit paper... so happy when i received the lit cause i passed... but as for history fail as usual... can't believe why i cannot pass for once!!! how unfair life can always be....
Today went to Yishun to the shop to study, can't believe i sat there from 3 to 7 i think, doing homework, chatting and listening to music and being made fun of by that crazy aunty sheliey who keeps asking me to call her sheliey jie jie.so funny, talking to 4 person to a go on the phone and picking up 3 phones at the same time.But so happy also as i off the wrong computers that i wasn't suposed to off and didn't get scolded just the feeling to going to as i couldn't see the paper that wrote dun off as at that time i off all the lights and was on the way out of the office.

Missing you

2004-08-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

Missing him so him so much.... feel like seeing him on suns but always dun get a chance... Everytime i am there he is not, then when he is there i am not... why must i be tortured? The last time i saw him was at least 1-2 months ago... and when i could see him that day, i had to go for a concert.... Life is so BAD!!! Use to be so good and now so cold, how is it so that a good relationship between two people can go so bad and cold btw them? He changed so much, from a nice and interesting guy to a boring person who reads only books and newspaper, forgetting all about the few of his old playmates? Stupid guy, I HATE YOU , treat the one that you use to be so close to so cold and always act so cool and matured.

Stupid Test

2004-08-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

Having headache..........can't stand the tests already, the maths test was so hard. And i was forced to give up due to that stupid headache that i am still having. Finally did my ic. hahaz... the photo that i took was ok only.... haiz... dying already... but how nice to have no parents at home when they are at malaysia!!! yah!!!!

2004-08-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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2004-08-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

today was totally boring... just a typical saturday where i go out for drama then go walk around orchard with both clement and franish sorry... still not sure how to spell that... but today clement not around so we went shopping and eating... so nice to not have a guy around us... hahaz... clement warning to u... dun be like a middle age woman who goes around being a busybody... u were never like this b4 going to raffles junior collage...
Haiz... tml Jamie and Mark are coming as usual... and hopfully he can wake up on time and not 1 hour after i wake him up.... woke him at 9 last time and how dare he call me at 10 when jamie is leaving that he just woke up???? stupid.... think i should be able to go to si min's house tml ... but still have to go grandma's house again 4 dinner...

Stupid day

2004-08-06T16:24:00.000+08:00

Today school ended at 10:45 and then after that, me and si min started to do the E.lit work... so stupid and tiring.... Then later went to ang mo kio to meet the 3 of them, and went to long john silver to eat and crap, hahaz but most of the time was silence!!! met up with si min then later hitler who was angry with us... so as punishment i was to admit that i like someone and that i was to call that person... so stupid!!!! haiz..... wat is this world coming to??? the dog torturing the master!!!!

boring life

2004-08-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow there is the stupid full dress rehersal..... haiz... stupid clothing.... can wear finally.. but wat happens? I can't sit down.... haiz... should have just thrown it away the last time... buy it 4 years ago and now can't wear... haiz.... hitler and xiao mei had better not write too much on me ... although IT IS on me!!!
Haiz.... Started war with pearly... its not as if i want to ... but if u think that people will help you just cause you tell that i flare up.... i wouldn't even flare up if u didn't write those things abt my good friends that you always dao including me... so quoting frm u... if u were writing those bad things abt them, u could do that to me too..........
Sorry to the poor table who got kicked by me.. and to those who were in class.... thanx to jack who called me crazy....

Birthday yesterday

2004-08-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so boring in the morning and afternoon... but after seeing xiao mei who was like on the verge of crying, i was so gladed that i still had friends that cared for me... and i have a question for all of u now... why is it so that all of u are giving me neckalace? Hahaz .. but they are all very nice and beautiful... thanx to all!!!!Went to the night safari last night to celebrate my birthday, we had dinner on the tram and went around to place, had a full course meal which was supper nice, and not forgetting the animals and my silblings and parents... furthermore, had a birthday cake, and everyone in the tram sang the song for me even people who didn't know me!!! so cool!!!! this has got to be the best birthday so far!!!

Birthday

2004-07-31T12:14:00.000+08:00

Today is another one of the old days where i have to celebrate my birthday all alone AGAIN!!! Haiz...every year is the same... no one to celebrate with ... this year, also the same... but i guess it is better with kor talking to me through out the night yesterday frm 1 to 4 i think somewhere there.... and with the so called project given by si min, pearly, jion chun and jon i think... Thanx to all who have given me the dolphin necklace and the cute pooh bear!!! i lux them all!!!

thanx

2004-07-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

i wanna say sorry to nat... sorry that day call you when you were busy yet still took the time to listen to me ( You know wat i mean) especially when it was so hard to understand wat i was saying to you under those sounds. I am feeling better after talking to you and another person... so dun need to worry too much abt me... see you in school!!!

2004-07-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

It is not that i didn't want to answer pearly's phone call ok? I was in the middle of bathing and before that someone called me a bitch... so would i even answer?

Stupid

2004-07-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

can someone tell me wat to do? I am very confused now and sad.....never felt like this before .... You treat a person as your very best friend, and she is happy to say that she does not mind losing u as her friend. And if she is no longer my friend, then zhong cong is also no longer my bro... I am speechless ... And confused wat i should do ????

BAD DAY!!!

2004-07-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!! Pearly, U DUN WANNA BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE JUST CAUSE I AM STILL ZHI WEI'S XIAO MEI !!!!!! WHAT TYPE OF REASON IS THAT? ARH...... TO THINK I WAS SO STUPID TO EVEN CALL AND MESSAGE THE PEOPLE WHO SCOLDED YOU TO ASK THEM TO STOP MESSAGING YOU AND SCOLDED THEM FOR SAYING THINGS ABT YOU !!!

Zhou Chuan Xiong

2004-07-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so cool and nice...
Got to see Zhou Chuan Xiong's concert.Sat in the row 11 where i got about 3 feets away from zhong chuan xiong when he can walking down the stage... so cool... and the songs are so romantic... but so bad... i forgot to bring my cam... so i couldn'take his photos although i was sitting so near to the stage for once... the songs were so nice... can't stop singing them now!!! Pearly... how could you not tell me that u had a cam? if not i could help u get great photos of him especially when he was crying and dancing...

Youth Day

2004-07-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today was so fun... Most of the people were in retro clothes and mum looked the best of all!!! Hitler looked so cute in skirt and the earings!!!
Today bought a new pair of earings too... then after that i went for tuition then piano... fortunatly i remembered to practise yesterday so today for once didn't get scolded.

School

2004-06-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

So BORING... Tomorrow there is a debate, and have to finish the arguementative essay by friday! Then furthermore there is Music tomorrow... can only go back by 630... how can i finish by fri? Lucky thing Mark didn't tell mr wong abt pearly saying that he is my boyfriend thind... whew...
Stupid Ms choo... keeps being stupid and blur... people at the back talk she dun scold... the people at the front say only one sentence and she starts rattling off about whether is the two person supposed to even sit together when she is the one who put pearly and hitler together!!! so in the end the both of them started blowing bubblr gum given by yours truly...During the lesson and people started to chat louder than ever... so funny when she had the look that she could not do anything with sichen.

Stupid people!!!

2004-06-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

Stupid Mark!!! How he be so... Arhz!!! I must also say first... Mr Wong is not my bf!!! so stupid!! Pearly and Mark has to keep making fun of me one in the morning and the other at night!!! Pearly also keeps saying that i can like jon... then later see mr wong then when she found out that he knows what i am doing tonight, then say that he is my boyfriend larz... Crazy!!! Then mark even worse... tell me wat he is talented in music then wat he is lame then he is rich and wat so ever... why are there so many lame and crazy people on this earth!!!

Hitler is the worst person on Earth

2004-06-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and today, Hitler has tried to make me say wat i am doing, or try to get me out of the house. She first message Xiao Mei, then Zhong Wei, then today i only know that she message Xiao Di, but i think there are more people that she has messaged.... Evil Hitler!!!
Why on Earth would i like a person that i have only talked to once? The CH Fun Fair was the only time i have talked to jon and i think thats not even a lot, cause the only thing i talk to him abt was the toy that hitler was trying to steal frm him and how to get out of the sch!!! Does anyone think that is enough to get me to like him?
Lets see... Zhi Wei think so, so stupid right? Still say that i like people by how they look... wat jon very handsome... then wat? He's trying to say that the rest of the people i like are all very handsome is it? I completely disagree... how can zhi wei say that? Like i am that kind of person ?!

Cath High Fun Fair

2004-06-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

Went to cut my hair also a few days ago, but now pearly lego and hitler all say that i look 23 fom the back! so sad and angry!
Today was quite boring, like got nothing to do.Cath High, was so boring... but i got to meet up with the harbin people!!!
After that went to buy Nana's B'day present!!! I went with Zhong Wei and Hitler the dog. Nana's birthday is on the 28 of june, only 2 more days to go so we had to buy it quick.After that i just went to my grandfather's house to eat dinner then home!!!

Harry Potter!!!

2004-06-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

Finally got to watch one of the Harry Potter movie in the cinema.So happy!!! But not telling my mum makes me feel so bad, wat to do? Haiz, went with zhong wei to watch it, so boring ... cause there no other people there to talk to and all we did was talking abt computer parts and abt cath high. Next week's sat is performance week at CHIMES but i don't wanna play ... how? that stupid conductor keeps looking for problems in me so angry!!! like i dun wanna play better:( Yesterday prac. for so long then he say pass only, so when he said that he wanted us to see who has a longer breathe, i was so happy!!! i beat the rest as i was 30:13 secs and the rest were like having 6-18 secs only. For the rest of the day he changed my name to the longest breathe gal.So happy!!! but now have to prac more or else he is going to go after me again tml.

*DeSiReE*