Telling people wats in ur chest will make u feel better, but y even this kind of thing some people just dun get it? If a person is in a very bad shape and is very very sad, Do u think others close to her will be happy? think abt it... if telling people something tt u promised is betraying tt person, and yet not getting it off ur chest is gonna make u suffer frm depression, i seriously think u should say it to at least someone who u trust to get it off ur mind and at the same time, u can get advice frm the person and solve ur problem. U think by holding on to the promise u made will make sure the person thinks u are a responsible and trust-worthy person then u are wrong. U think the person would want u to keep it in ur heart till u get depression? hello? This is ur life we are talking abt here... No friend would wanna see their friend suffer frm depression and yet still closely hold on to their secretes till they do something tt will hurt others.
I am really really hurt by people like this... If u really think i can just walk away when u people are on the verge of breaking down or gonna suffer frm depression, then i think sorry... i can't do tt. Wats the use of friends? wat? just for the sake of going out and chatting? if thats ur prospective of friends then wats the use of being friends ? As the saying goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed... why do u people just take us friends as invisble when u need help? and push us as far as we can go, and feel sad and worried abt u?
To these people: I am not longer gonna care liaox... whether u are gonna tell me ur problems or not, i am gonna just take it as i didn't hear it... Suffer frm depression or not, and even if u breakdown, i am NOT gonna care... thanx wishing u people good luck in life... I am gonna start on studying for o's liaox... and working at macs with mei and at the police... will be still using this blog coz the other one under construction...
Dying of cying liaox... why did i have to forgot my words??? WHY?WHY?WHY?
Thanx bill... although i was on the verge of crying... u didn't need to come and call to tell me tt i DID well when i didn't... so fine, i agree tt not many people can stand in front of a bunch of children and recite tt poem including her, but really, without that kid beside me making so much noise and the rest of them also making noise, i really doubt i could even remember... although i could remember the whole thing outside the rm... but i was really nervous and scared... ur words really made me wanna cry and i did... in the car... and my mum was totally no help at making me feel better... told me off in the car for not prac. enough and saying tt i should start on my o's already...
I will not be coming online liaox... will be busy studying for o's liaox... byebye will miss coming in here...
Nick, terry, harry and someothers: I have no idea who u people are and please dun make fun of me thanx... coz i seriously think u people wouldn't be in the correct mind to like me... thanx... coz i have no idea who u people are... and i dun think my guy friends know my blog... so sorry...unless one of u people is chris... hahaz... but he is not around at the moment, so it can't be him...
moonlight shone on Desiree at Sunday, November 07, 2004
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
Ok, i seriously need help now... Anyone just anyone, can just give me a way to get myself out of playing the guzheng for SYF? I am happy enough wif the suona, no gu zheng is gonna waste my time and getting me away frm my other instrus... and how is it so tt i can walk around the stage during SYF and sit at the guzheng then walk to the wind section? they are like so far away frm each other? Haiz... and how am i supposed to play with the Nail thingys for suona coz the choice piece is right after the set piece? with less than 1 min to walk and remove the nail thingys?
Arhz... Hate Jasmine and shermaine liaox!!! Y did u pple have to raise up ur hand and start telling liu bin tt i KNOW how to play the guzheng??? WHEN I DUN!!! I can only play one pathetic song now... and Just coz i have a guzheng at home does not mean i know how to play it...
Sorry venting my anger here....
Lee Wong: Its all ur fault!!! Hahaz... haiz... not ur fault larz... just trying to be stupid...
Met him today... haiz... feel so funny... although he was in front of me, but i was just feeling so shy so something like tt....
I am not talking to u liaox... thanx so much for insulting me... I didn't need tt u know... everytime i talk to u, u are always being crazy or something, Can't stand it lol... thins time even worse, how can u accused me of tt? I told u i was joking abt it lol, Why can't U UNDERSTAND??? Why couldn't u have the least mentality of think of other people's feelings? Arhz!!! And Can't U just stop acting like tt? always acting like tt... and changing watever u have said after u feel happy frm knowing something?... and leaving the other person angry or sad at ur insults or scoldings?Why why why??? Arhz...
Sorry, this is specially for SOMEONE who i know, sorry to all who are reading this... other than tt person... But still sorry if tt certain someone is sad abt this, coz this is wat i really feel... thanx
30303030303.... Haiz... so bored today... slp till 10 odd i think then hitler called me... hahaz.. pon without myself knowing till i woke up... yesterday shouldn't have bothered with the stupid US stock market, My stocks keeps going down then up by a bit then down again... haiz... but i still earned tt thousand... so still happy now...
Just now i went to TP with hitler to buy the pick... my mum called it a guitar pig instead and was so shocked tt we were going out to buy a pig... hahaz... on the way home, there Had to be some idiotic workers who have to make so much noise and one even made a smooch sound as the lorry went pass me... i feel like tell him... 0748... but still i kept quiet and walked off... haiz... why must i live somewhere tt has so many foreign workers around? so irritating!!! make me feel like puking all the time when i go out... there must always be vans and lorries horning or whistles coming frm them...
Xiao Mei: I am never gonna talk to u abt Busted liaox... after the disgusting thingy tt u have just told me abt....Hopefully tmr can wake up...
Hitler: Thanx for forgetting me and comtinue talking to si min while i am in front of u and watch u laugh at si min's talk of Busted which i totally find very erms....
Yesterday i went for lessons at forum till 6.30 and my food was all the time stolen by none other than frenchie... then after that, i went to Shangri-La Hotel as usual for dinner... so boring... but still yesterday was much nicer, coz we went with my grandma and uncle David and family.
Today, i went for piano and i was like i am so dead... coz i didn't really practice my piano... so for the whole lesson, i was just intending to start dying...
I went SWIMMING!!!haiz... but very slow... so slow tt i was slower than my sis...
moonlight shone on Desiree at Sunday, October 24, 2004
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Si min, u can die now!!! how can u announce on ur blog tt i am going to the interview for the modelling thingy ??? U wan me to die is it???Even though i am going for 7 interviews, u also dun need to do this right? u wan then just write tt i am going for the macs and my mum's shop...
I miss working and playing my instrus!!! gonna have suona lessons and drama tmr, haiz, i am so dying now... have not finished my speech yet for tmr!!! OMG i can die tmr......
Today is so bad... first time i failed like so many exams in one go? So sad... and now 2 people are angry with me too? Arhz!!! Sorry... 1st for asking you when u dun liked to be forced and 2nd to si min, although i have no idea y but just sorry and hope you would stop treating me like tt all the time...
moonlight shone on Desiree at Friday, October 15, 2004
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Me!!!
NaMe: Desiree Cheng Shi Hui
Email: cheng6666@hotmail
ClAsS: Sec 3 WIsdom
ScHoOl: St nicks
BiRtHdAy: 31 July 1989
NiCkS: DoLPhIn, cLOcK, xIaO ZhOnG, DoLpHiN ClOcK
The Family Tree
Dad: On Yee
Mum: Chui
Sisters: Lego, Jolene, Si Min
Brothers: Joe, Nat, Shi Hui, Zhi Wei, Zheng Cong
Uncleo: Shi Mei
Niece: Lee Wong
Grandma: Maryanne, Michelle
Great,great,great,great,great grandfather: Si Ye
Granduncle: Bixiu
Doggie: Hitler
Cat: Vincent
Dolphy: Me!!!
Domestic Servant: Jacintha
My Wishlist
gOoD ReSuLtS, GoLd FoR SYF, nEw cLoTheS
, 6230 hAnDpHoNe, A new Suona,
FINISHING UP MY GOALS!!!
My fav.
cUtE AnD NiCe tHiNgS, cOmiCs, aNiMe, Nite, Darkness, Stars, Moon, Dolphins,Marine life
You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining ones wearing white and the idea that they have wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are the ones that many people think are dead loved ones who try to protect the living friends or family they have on Earth. They usually had blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless appearance and sweet dispositions. They were cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind. Angels are the one mystical creature that a majority of people truly believe in. Encounters with angels are poping up all over the world and reassuring people's beliefs in angels. (please rate)
